hello(:
so okay,i guess everything's out?am i being a dumb ass,yet again?fuck it really.i'm really giving up on myself here.when i think i'm done with trying,i let it out.zomg,okay so maybe i should look at it in a more,positive way?but even before anything,i'm feeling scared already.i'm hoping for NO SLASHING MOMENTS IN 2007.please please,i'm begging already.i'll bend on my knees if i have to.
i want you to know that i'm not just some other girl who's dying to have someone to hold her hand.coz honestly,i already am.and i dont wanna let go,but if this chance that i'm given is going to hurt me yet once again.then,i havent any choice have i?

I can't hold on to me,wonder what's wrong with me.

so maybe i'm half doomed,half lucky.oh man,fuck it.
so mas went back to indonesia already): i miss her.mum's helping me with the housework and cooking and stuff.we feel tired by the end of the day.haha,but its a super fresh cool feeling.coz our cooking is to die for,literally.sooooo,we've watched open season and happy feet and texas chainsaw massacre.niceeeeee.texas chainsaw was so gory alright.but its nice and it was true like once before?zomg.i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;prove to me that you're not just some other prince in some fairytale.